List of modifications to this document.
- 2024 Sep 15
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As of 2022-Jan-09 I have been set out to the pasture, or set out on the curb, I have been no longer needed. No one I trust well enough, as no one has had interest.
Have been publicly visible at Waiʻalae Ave and 21st St for more than two and a half years, and have publicized my telegram responder (a.k.a. personal website) sharing my notes for inspiration. I shared what is of value to me, which might be in contrast to what some people brought to me if it was what they no longer wanted (hence probably garbage when I did not accept it).
I had already accepted the computer medium will never survive archaeologically. It is time I accept there is no place for me in this long-distance civilization.
I had been waiting for someone whom I could help with computers, as I had been doing before. In the mean time, I had been working on my pursuits without getting paid for it; IOW, I have been working, but with no support from anyone for it.
Now, I only wait for when tomorrow continues its slumber, and I with it.
As my dreams wither, so do I...
- 2024 Oct 24
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Essentially no email received at my domain name "l8l.info", so I have cancelled that expense; ends 2024 November 26.
Tenacity of spirit has certainly dissipated. I have given up on my trade, the computer medium. I have too little familiarity with it anymore, and it would take me a while to get back into it, if anyone ever had a need (or desire) that overlapped with my own personal interests. A half century of life, what else is there to do?
As usual I am saving up money, what ever I find on the ground or whatever I receive (though I have never asked, because I believe other people might need it for staying in their homes). I will eventually spend it, and frivolously of course. I mean, I am without worth (neither employer nor property manager want me around), so I assume others would think what ever I do or how ever I spend money is frivolous.
But that is my head, and my assumption, so maybe that is not so. I just have no idea what to do with no one I trust and no one to trust me, no relationship tree.
Withered dreams reflect withering of self...
I know better than to dream anymore,
and certainly self will follow them as before...
- 2025 Apr 16-17
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Removed "Tenacity of spirit" section; saved as about--tenacity.htm. Added "Personal update" section for mentioning my recent move (2022 Apr 07).
- 2025 May 27
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Expanded the description for "Sharing from L8L.info" with the list of categories and links to a few of the documents. This provides examples of the available docs.
- 2025 Jun 29
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Removed the "Personal update" section. No longer feeling dreary, or whatever. Whole new mindset. However, have nothing to add to the website, because I still lack resouces for further exploration with my curiosity for computers.
Busy with a set of five pursuits towards self sufficency. No plans for this website at the moment, other than to continue to let it be what it is. Maybe I will get back to it if I ever have the resources again and if it ever fits into my life along the way later.
Nothing looks the same at moment. The world is full of wonder. Hello second half-century (for myself), here we go.